Nostalgia!!

Today heart is a bit heavy,
Something has gone apart...
That used to be the life one day,
Is now the reason for the wound left ajar....

I'll write my sucess story......

An empty mind,
wanna think something..
a white screen,
wanna write something..

an incomplete song,
wanna play it on radio..
a sucess story,
wanna paste it all over..

hey! where is my pen?
hey! where is my guitar?
i remember u took it last,
now u want my thots too..

hey! you,
why are you mocking me?
infact y are u imitating me?
and y do u look like me?

i know you,
n i don like the thief in ur eyes..
i know its you,
who has alwez pulled me down..

i know u r here to steal.
me from myself..
i know u wanna blind,
blind my innervision..

so what if u r my own shadow?
so what if u have been my best fren?
so what i have to fight you?
but i won't give wat u want..

i have got my epiphany,
now u r naked infront of me..
now u have nothing to hide,
even ur mask has stripped off..

byee! i gotta go,
i have to complete my song..
i really gotta go,
i have to write a new chapter..

keep that pen,
it will remind u ur defeat..
i'll cut my veins if i have to,
but i'll write my sucess story...

Lemme bleed this way...

Here goes another hour, another day, another year,
No motion, no emotion, no feeling of being dead or alive..
Hanging down the wall like a photograph,
Time is the price i am paying for this crippled life..


No colour on the canvas, no music in the ears,

No ticking of the clocks, no distance far or near..

No sensation on the dead skin, no dreams to fill the void,

No moisture came to my eyes, no matter how hard i cried..

Scary the dreams have become,
Poisonous the breath that comes in..
So blur is my own reflection in the mirror,
Blood has staled, exhausted are my feelings..


Its not like that i havn't fought my battle,
I trudged my path but destination moved away..
Body is alive but the soul has got killed,
Leave me alone in this mire, lemme bleed this way..